I am like a bomb

I am like a bomb
I want to explode
I know it would be wrong
I know the damage would be unrepairable
 I know the forgiveness would take an eternity
 Explode dammit why don’t I
They don’t care as long as they have what they want
Who is selfish, me or them
 Both I suppose
Dammit I have one life and it running short
Can’t they see that ,why can’t they see that
I feel it building up
 I am trying to hold on as long as I can
Dammit why must things always end up in a frking confrontation
 Why can’t things be calm,peaceful
 I hope when I am gone that peace and calmness is awaiting
 Not another fricking explosion ,another fricking bomb
 park 2018